well I think the title sums it all up. My panic attacks are through the roof. having them about every five minutes... all day all night.. not just plain old anxiety.. no no.. it has to be full blown panic attacks.. pffft.. found out that zoloft withdrawals include both dizzyness and this zappy feeling, which I have nicnamed the zaps. I have both of them. Both these feelings make me panic. The feeling increases I panic more. Plus I'm so freaked out about having another seizure that every time I get dizzy or the zap I think i'm going to have another seizure and die and the panic REALLY hits. it has not been good lately.
Been trying to keep functioning.. forcing myself to talk to people on the phone, do an errand here or there.. and I'm so done. I'm done done done. NO MORE. I just can't do it. I was woken up this morning by my dad bitching at me, and two really BAD letters in the mail. That was the start of my day and it's just gone downhill from there. Add the panic and withdrawals on top of it with no relief in sight.. and you get.. I DON"T CARE.
That's right folks, the I DON'T CARE attitude which really means I do so but please f'k off cause I just can't deal with it anymore.
Hell I'm not even sure what the point of this thread is other than I hate zoloft, I hate panic, and I DON'T CARE.
:wall: :dontknow:
bec
Been trying to keep functioning.. forcing myself to talk to people on the phone, do an errand here or there.. and I'm so done. I'm done done done. NO MORE. I just can't do it. I was woken up this morning by my dad bitching at me, and two really BAD letters in the mail. That was the start of my day and it's just gone downhill from there. Add the panic and withdrawals on top of it with no relief in sight.. and you get.. I DON"T CARE.
That's right folks, the I DON'T CARE attitude which really means I do so but please f'k off cause I just can't deal with it anymore.
Hell I'm not even sure what the point of this thread is other than I hate zoloft, I hate panic, and I DON'T CARE.
:wall: :dontknow:
bec