I Don't Wanna...

[Charmedone]

I don't wanna carry the guilt any more

 

[ms spock]

I don't want to deal with feeling bad about myself.

I don't want to deal with my low self esteem.

 

[71nothing]

I don't wanna get out of bed. I don't wanna take a shower or get dressed. I don't wanna get the flu I think I may be getting. I don't wanna be the only adult taking care of my household. I don't wanna be fearful of everything that might happen. I don't wanna keep going through meaningless routines to lessen the fear. I don't wanna have to read annoying political posts on Facebook. I don't wanna have to take my ex mother in law to lunch tomorrow. I don't wanna reply to my ex husbands email... WOW... I'm having way too much fun with this one!

 

[Britt.f7]

I do not want to feel dread at just being alive. On a lighter note, I do not want to go to my med appointment.

 

[ms spock]

I don't want to clean the house! But I am and this is so good.

 

[Britt.f7]

I don't really wanna have people over for my son's birthday, even though it is a very small group and just family and just for a small amount of time. Okay, don't tell.

 

[ms spock]

I still don't want to clean the house! But I am still doing it. It is really hot here today.

 

[Let It Be]

I don't want to throw away those very old gray sweatpants that I wear to bed every night and even wear to the store sometimes but I will.

It's probably time for me to buy some new sweatpants to replace them!

 

[ms spock]

I don't want to have to deal with conflict.

 

[ms spock]

I don't want to do all the other things I need to do.

 

[ms spock]

I don't want to be awake today.

 

[GreenFrog2]

I dont want to have to cope with myself, my life and my PTSD