I Don't Want To...

[goingonhope]

I don't want to attempt sleep, nor see the psychiatrist on Wed., as I don't know what her state of attitude and clarity of mind, may be.

And, I'm feeling afraid.

 

[NatBird]

...feel all this shame

...be seen

...move

...admit this stuff has me in its jaws again

 

[EveHarrington]

I don't want to go home

 

[Deleted member 42957]

Make decisions

 

[The Albatross]

I don't want to tell you to f' off but I will and I wish supporters had their own forum sometimes.

 

[Deleted member 42957]

Work weekends

 

[The Albatross]

I don't want to have the feelings I have today. So maybe I can move them through quickly.

 

[JulietteRising]

I don't want to be afraid of trusting my boyfriend anymore because of experiences from my past.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

I don't want to see the end of summer...dammit.

 

[Beans]

I don't want to risk assuming someone might like me or think I'm ok... Assuming the worst is safer. It feels like if I truly let my guard down I'll die. I know it's no longer appropriate to the present, but that's how it feels.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I don't want to see the end of summer...dammit.

I don't either!:( I am not ready yet. Definitely not ready at all.:wideeyed:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I do not want to feel the pain anymore ever again. I do not want to go through this grieving process as much as I am.