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I Gave In And I’m Beginning To Feel Unstuck

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DMerish

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I signed up as a “Supporter” due to my daughter’s trauma last Fall, but I am also a “Sufferer” (gawd, I hate that term, lol). My PTSD symptoms have resurfaced and have compromised daily functioning considerably over the last ten months. Thankfully no one looks over my shoulder at work.

I began meds early this week (Zoloff) and, although I’m a little nauseous, I think they’re starting to work.

I also talked to my two eldest sons and told them I’ve had PTSD for a number of years and why (step-son’s father’s psychological and physical abuse). They said they had known for years, but they didn’t want to broach the subject with me – they wanted me to tell them! Long story: I won’t go into details.

I’m glad “it’s out” now and think my sons were relieved I (finally) opened up. I know I am! I’ve been sick of the lies and secrets for years. I begin therapy (again :) the first of October and I’m actually looking forward to it, but maybe it’s the meds ;)

Background from feeling stuck and wanting to give up:https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/i-feel-stuck-and-want-to-give-up.36892/

Drew
 
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Oh Drew. I had a tear in the eye for you. You are very brave and I am so glad you were able to share and feel accepted.

PTSD is not something you should be ashamed of and is a normal reaction to what happened to you.
 
Thanks Prine-no.

Thanks Abstract.
I was scared and all quiet/serious like - my sons broke out huge grins on their faces. We laughed, talked, hugged. One is a firefighter, He's so funny - He said now I could come to the station where they have meetings, and "Hey, you never know mom, you might just meet somebody you like!" The guy cracks me up!
 
What a good breakthrough! :tup: And what a wonderful surprise, of your sons' supportive responses. You may find the Domestic Violence PTSD Network a nice place, in addition to this PTSD Network. I have. Take good care, you are worth it!
 
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