I Hate These Kind Of Days!!

[Me Myself and I]

Today is one of those days where I just feel so lonely, sad and depressed!!

I see people my age doing a lot of things, and me just sitting at home scared of going outside and having one of my attacks in public!!

I know it's wrong!! I know I shouldn't be thinking this way!! But I just can't help it :( ...

I feel so bad!! I just sometimes think that it's not fair!! I've been through a lot already and PTSD isn't just helping at the moment!!

 

[Britt.f7]

(((Hugs)))

 

[Me Myself and I]

(((Hugs)))

Thank you :) ... Hugs back

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

I have felt that way many times myself. You just have to accept that this is what you are able to do right now. Fighting it probably wont help you.

Of course it's easier said then done.

Best wishes.

 

[Me Myself and I]

Thank you :)

 

[Thinkingman85]

Every time I try to fight it, I wig out. It always feels like I should just lace up my boots and do what everybody else is doing. Then, when I start taking action, my brain goes, "No! No! You're not stable!" It's sad because sometimes I think there is nothing wrong with me and other times I think that I need to rebalance and heal myself. It gets monotonous after a while, but as long as I'm still going, I feel better. I wish I could be completely confident in myself, but I'm just doing what is coming naturally.

 

[Britt.f7]

I hate the days when my body has to give in to it's physical ailments. And I hate the days when my mind give's into the the mental ailment's when it shouldn't have to.

 

[Bucky'sAngel]

I understand your feelings. I currently have myself in such a panic, when a few short hours ago, I had everything under control. All it took was trying to explain to my husband's doctor's office that I think there is something going on with HIM, and I got all tongue tied and terribly frightened. Next thing I know, I am reliving being afraid of my ex-husband . . . Why can't I be normal??

 

[safenow]

Bucky's Angel, you sound pretty normal for a person with ptsd or being with a person with ptsd. It's a matter of prospective, ya know?

safenow

 

[Bucky'sAngel]

Thanks safenow. My husband also has some symptoms of PTSD, but is in denial.

 

[timid_flower]

Today is one of those days where I just feel so lonely, sad and depressed!!

The bad days are so difficult. One can't help to feel hopeless when you try to push yourself to get out there only to have fear overpower you. Best wishes :hug:

 

[Bucky'sAngel]

Thank you so much - everyone, and all the best to you!!