I Have Not Had Si In Ages, Until Tonight

[Changing4Best]

I never knew that life turning really complicated could cause SI, but tonight it did. I was shocked, since I have not had SI since way back when. However, I just found out that I will have a monthly $1.90 late enrollment fee for my Medicare drug plans from now on. And if I enroll late again sometime, it could be higher. I thought you could enroll at any time if you have "extra help" but apparently not! Life just got too complicated for me to want to be living it any longer. Sometimes just that one little thing too much will send you over the edge, I guess, and this was "it" for me. I just had the thought once, and I hope sharing it here with all of you will be all that it comes to. Please keep me in your prayers, as I have never been as sick as I am right now and I have to have a chest exray to be sure I don't have neumonia [sp?]. I've got medicines I need to take every 4 hours, every 6 hours, every 8 hours and every 24 hours! And I forgot to buy one thing I need, so I have to go back to the store and get it tomorrow!

I hate medicines! And with all these chemicals going into my stomach, I feel nauseated besides. Thank goodness for chicken soup. It is about the only thing I can get down.

 

[twinkle30]

Prayers sent.

 

[Intrepid]

Hope you feel better soon. I had a doctor in an emergency room a long time ago help me with SI. He asked me if I wanted to act out my ideations. I said no. He said that not acting on ideations makes all the difference, because then they don't rule my life or end it.

I thought you could enroll at any time if you have "extra help" but apparently not!

Crazy Medicare rules.

 

[Myanxietyhasanxiety]

Prayers!!

 

[hodge]

Hang in there, Sheila. We're pulling and praying for you. I used to get the extra help, too, but now it seems I make too much, not that it's anymore than last year, but I guess the limit changed. Blah. It was so nice getting my meds for $1-2 each.

Sending you more chicken soup :hug:s

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Prayers for you. I will share my experience with you. Many, many years ago, I took some pills because I did not feel worthy to be alive anymore and mid way in taking the pills I got so scared and called emergency. I have chosen to not go there anymore because is is not an option for me.

Now I see it as a the great overpowering desire to get rid of the pain. To somehow escape the pain.

When my husband was on Medicare it was such a mess. I am so sorry this happened to you while you are so sick.
Also every year I have a pnuemonia shot along side of my flu shot.

 

[Tinyflame]

((((((((Dear @SheilaKathy ))))))))))).

Maybe feeling/ being ill has contributed to the bad FB's/ triggers too?

Prayers for you, TLC & :hug: 's.

 

[Changing4Best]

@Junebug What is FB's ?

 

[Tinyflame]

I'm sorry @SheilaKathy , I meant flashback. I was thinking of what you said you remembered when you put your chin in your hand, although I don't know (but you would) if it was a memory, a trigger or a flashback you experienced that followed.

Hope you're feeling a bit better. :hug:

 

[Changing4Best]

Yes, quite a bit better. I worked out a payment plan with the hospital for my bills I owe them and will be paying them in monthly installments for 15 months. Just to have that worked out is a major relief! I owe quite a bit, as you well might imagine. I had surgery and also an overnight stay this past year.

 

[hodge]

Way to go, Sheila! Payment plans are a must!! And they're usually very nice with you bring it up.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I think it is so wonderful that you are feeling better now and that you are able to pay your medical bills monthly. Hugs.