I Just Cant Do This Anymore

[Jade-]

nevermind. ...........

 

[Jade-]

Just a little heads up for those that don't know...if you call 911 on your cell phone, your phone goes into "emergency mode" and you can't hang up or even turn your ****ing phone off. So think twice before calling.

 

[Michel]

When you want to say more, Jadebear, we're here. I'm sorry things are (very?) bad right now.

 

[Jade-]

I could say so much more but I would get permanently banned...

 

[James B.]

Sorry you're hurting so bad, Jadebear.

 

[Jade-]

Thanks james. I just don't think I can do this anymore. Seriously, no shitting around about it....I really think I'm gonna go to the hospital this time...

 

[AdamAnt]

Nothing wrong if you do Jade, understandable. I seriously can't understand why anyone in your life would be pushing you right now. If you do go, no worries, we'll be herre, and you will find the good in the experience.

 

[Michel]

Jadebear, think about whether there is someone you trust who can come stay with you for a little while - neighbor, friend. Or, if it would be more comfortable, call a crisis line and talk. Sounds like you don't need to figure anything out right now. Maybe right now, you need some care or support.

 

[Iam]

Hugs Jade......Wish I could give you a real one right now.

 

[James B.]

I agree with AdamAnt, Jadebear. Anyway, big freaking ((((hug)))). If going In-Patient will save your life, do it.

Take care, my thoughts are with you. James B.

 

[Michel]

If you feel unsafe, go to the hospital. But call 911 or have someone take you.

 

[Jade-]

I did freakin call 911, big mistake. I had a shit load of cops/cop cars at my house. My freakin cell phone wouldn't disconnect and I couldn't turn it off because it was in "emergency mode". And If the people I called about didn't confess, I would have been taken to jail tonight for mis-use of 911 services. Thankfully they did admit wrong doing.

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to alarm anyone. It's so ****ing pathetic that I encountered a true crisis and I have nobody in my ****ing real life to call and I end up coming here. So pathetic..... sorry everybody.