I Spent The Afternoon With Society and It Was Okay

[becvan]

I have no idea what the hell got into me today.

I had a bad migraine but needed to sort out my dentist stuff, so I went downtown. Well I had to park about three blocks away, so I decided to walk around. I did four errands, with a smile on my face, and even stop for a sidewalk hotdog and chatted with people!

Went to wal-mart and ended up chatting with a complete stranger in the aisle for an HOUR! Had a great conversation! (the man I was speaking to has a bear/animal conservation farm where he feeds bears!)

Then I BOUGHT MAKE-UP. Me, make-up. Then I came home and put some on. I think I must be sick. (granted it is only lipstick and mascara.. but I haven't even tried to find non-allergenic crap in years.)

I did enjoy myself. I didn't have an anxiety attack till I got home (and that was from the Gigantic Rottweiler wandering loose in my yard. I'm scared of those dogs!)

Weird.
bec

 

[cookie]

oh bec! how wonderful! proud of you, lady.

 

[Monarch]

Great job Bec!

 

[jods]

Way to go Bec, you go girl!

 

[mouse]

Congrats Bec Maybe this is a slice of things to come

 

[becvan]

Thanks guys, I think I'm still in shock! LOL. I've been asked numerous times today if I have a fever! LMAO...

It felt REALLY good! darn good! I had forgotten what it feels like! Even if it doesn't last (and I know it won't because I'm not done healing nor learning to manage my PTSD) it was a great day! :biggrin:

Feeling damn good.

bec

 

[Portabella]

I am so happy for you Bec! Maybe you can slowly, gradually bring the times you go out closer together comfortably. I hope for you....Great Job....Great day (it sounds like)

 

[piglet]

:clap: :music: Fantastic stuff Bec!!!! I wish you more of the same!!!

 

[wildcritter44]

super good for you

:occasion:Bec, Very happy for you....Glad to hear you are recovering...

D

 

[becvan]

Thanks guys! Now I'm in rest mode (and I mean major, all I did today was wash my face, make supper, and play video games, literally!)

Hehe..

bec

 

[Marlene]

Great job, bec.

Wishing you more wonderful afternoons out!
Lisa