I Think Meth Screwed Me Up

[sonicwhite]

My paranoia is setting in. I feel like it's all starting over again. The plots that play out in my head even tho God mad sure I was safe and still am. I feel like such a dummy. Why did I ever think it was going to be different. Now I'm suffering a lot of symptoms that I haven't dealt with in years. My dreams are still upsetting. But I'm more disappointed at myself.

 

[sonicwhite]

Oh and it's been a week without it. Just worried now.

 

[The Albatross]

Glad you're safe, and not using Sonic.