I Want To Be More/Improve ....

[Abstract]

.. be more grounded. More solid in myself and my resolve,

 

[Teasel]

More compassionate. To self as well as others.

 

[MrMoonlight]

I want to fully access my frontal lobes and be calm in my body while interacting and living a somewhat normal life. One where I improve in my ability to show compassion and understanding to both MrM and little MrM.

 

[Abstract]

I want to be more able to trust my perceptions and tell when something is about the past or the present in front of me,

 

[Teasel]

I wanna be kind to myself

 

[knuckles]

I would like to improve my "I-want-this-muscle".
I am so good at just putting one foot in front of the other, taking one day at a time, one task at a time. When I want something, it's often a weak "but-it's-okay-if-it-can't-happen" or "I'll-be-fine-without". Lacking the desire and drive. At least that's how it seems. With the struggles of therapy, I often fall into thinking things are okay as they are, I'm doing okay etc.
I see people in here fighting for their wish to get better. I see people striving. And I wonder if I will find that I do not have the strength/willpower when the going gets tough.

 

[Rani G2]

Want to have the courage/knowledge/common sense/rational mind to somehow fine a good way to leave this country for a while.. quit work and live elsewhere. This sounda pretty naiv.. and there lies the problem.. I can try out out and see.. if I fail atleast I know I tried it.