Sexual Assault I went into 'freeze' mode.i was hand raped.what happened to me?

[Sideways]

Do you think that i am blowing this out of proportion?

Not at all. Groping by an ugly person, a SHORT ugly person to boot. Should be a felony.

You're just messin with us now, right!?

 

[barefoot]

I'm assuming you're a troll.
If you're really not and you're actually serious - get a therapist because you have issues. But PTSD isn't one of them.

 

[Deleted member 44525]

I'm assuming you're a troll.
If you're really not and you're actually serious - get a therapist becaus...

I know this may sound like I’m overreacting, but I genuinely felt violated.What do you think of me as a person?Please be honest.Why do you think that i need a therapist?This never happened to me before, until now. I am 41year old woman.

 

[Suzetig]

I don't doubt you felt violated - unwanted touch can feel like a violation. As a 41 year old woman however you must know there are much greater violations than someone touching your tits, I suggest you read through the site and get a better sense of how people look for and accept support and decide from there whether this is really the right place for you.

As as "you as a person" - how can anybody know what you're like other than the way you've presented yourself here.

 

[Deleted member 44525]

I don't doubt you felt violated - unwanted touch can feel like a violation. As a 41 year old woman howe...

What do you think of me as a person based on the way how i have presented myself here.Please be brutally honest.I suppose I'm asking the question as to whether I give off subconsicous "please come take advantage of me" signals because it was scary how easily she started touching me.And this woman is short and skinny in her late 50s.I am physically stronger than her.Standing next to me she looked like a midget.I came to this forum to talk about my freeze response to touching and groping by this weird woman.I feel like the most spineless person. I need help so desperately for this.I was like frozen, detached and numb while she was touching me and rubbing me.Afterwards when i got home I started breathing hard, my legs got weak, and my heart started to race really fast.Now I am so embarrassed and ashamed of myself.

 

[Justmehere]

What do you think of me as a person based on the way how i have presented myself here.

Please attend to obtaining therapy. They can provide proper feedback on these matters. Take care.

 

[Suzetig]

I have no opinion of you as a person, you need to talk to people in your life who know you well for that kind of feedback, or find a good therapist.

 

[joeylittle]

I don't think there's anything left to say here. Locked and OP banned for trolling.