Ice Cold

[Rabecca]

I was put into a tub of ice water it was freezing. They had my hands tied behind my back. one of the grabbed my hair and pushed me under, he held me down for a few seconds felt like for ever. So I started kicking the one grabbed my legs. They continued to push me down into the water I got some in my mouth it tasted salty. Around the tenth time they put me under they held me there a little longer, I stated to swallow water (I thought this could be the time i died) they brought me up and put me on the floor. Then they started kicking me in my stomach. I was hoping at that point they were done, but I would be wrong they were just getting started.

They laid me on a table and tied me down and put a cloth in my mouth. Then I was them the long needles that was laying there. They took the needles and stuck them in to my shoulders and upper arms.I tried to scream but no one could here me. Then the got a torch and they heated the needles up. They kept taking them out and putting them back in and doing it over and over again.

Then that wasn't enough the got out this ball looking metal thing and they put in side of me. It had a lever on it the made the ball expand after they did that the both raped me.

The whole time I wish they would have killed me and still to this day I wished they did. The worst part about the whole thing is I knew the to guys who did this to me. It was my older brothers

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

I am SO SORRY that you went there this!!I can't even imagine how you survived! It's a horrible way to remember about a brother! Usually, when we read a post, we put "like". I just can't do it with your story. Just know if someone says they "like" it, they mean that they like that you are able to share your feelings with us.

Welcome to the Forum! You are safe here!

Hugs, if accepted (((Rabecca)))
AKJ

 

[Powder]

Rabecca, what has happened to these sadists? Are they dead? In prison? Career criminals? Or religious leaders?

I hate that they did this to you. I just hate it. I don't have words other than to validate that what they did was to torture you deliberately.

 

[Deleted member 38242]

I am so sorry. Your still alive, and it helps me to read such a powerful statement from someone strong enough to be alive after that. My brother suffocated me often in diffrent ways, and physically hit me, mentally tortured me, and made me clean while he watched me from 4-6. I used to call my Moms work screaming and she convinced me not to call anymore because she wouod get in troubble for him doing it, so I had to live with it. I was getting body flashbacks today over that.
Your story, strength, and being alive dispite this horribly sick thing has helped me today. Not only am I not alone, but I have someone who is amazingly strong who has, is, can, and will survive. Your on here, and I want to thank you for that. Its going to be ok I keep telling myself. Its going to be ok. Im sorry for the pain, but your not alone. Im here, and so many others. Thank you for being here other people who have been hurt need to know their not alone. Thank you.

 

[RavenGirl]

I'm so sorry your brothers hurt you that way, if I didn't know better I'd swear that your sadistic brothers knew mine! :( I was raped by my two brothers and a cousin at the same time, Locked in a dark cold dirty root cellar, locked in cold dark walk in cooler, mentally abused, and physically abused for 5 years. I swear they knew eachother... how can siblings or anyone be that horrible??

I'm sorry you have to be here as it means you too are dealing with some horrible things. But I'm glad you found us because you are with people who understand what you're going through, support eachother, and uplift eachother!! Welcome to the forum and I hope you find what you need to succeed on your road to recovery. ;):hug:❤ Raven