If I Could I Would..

[Deleted member 28403]

Go somewhere else, run away

 

[Lionheart]

If I could I would stomp the hell outta all the stalkers, attackers, pedophiles and other types of abuse perps out there, put them in jail and throw away the key!!!

 

[Ronin]

put them in jail and throw away the key!!!

And shower them with rats, I'm in.

-- Right, no, I'm not for animal abuse, rats get pretty areas they like & likable company.

 

[zaniara]

I would press the button "filled with peace", since it would be great to be filled with peace instead of anger. (those moments of God's peace are worth more than anything) Would also snap my fingers and have a nice, tidy and beautiful home. Also I would fast forward beyond some not so nice meetings..

Would just want to feel certainty about what road to choose now. Which one is the right one. I feel so lost and tired.

 

[zaniara]

be able to hear a plate or a glass being dropped and breaking, and not being startled and freak out.

Check!! (thank God for EMDR!!)

Let people stand close to me without getting scared, all tensed up, or getting flashbacks from some trauma in my life. A plus would be to be able to let people stand close to me, in a line or things like that, and even be able to feel comfortable in the situation.

Okay, not comfortable... But otherwise it's check on that. Of course I'm not a fan of letting people stand close, but if needed it's possible.

see a movie with people making a fool out of them selfs and not having a panic attack and feeling like puking and hiding and/or running.

Okay. Not panicking as badly, like then, wanting to die. But still not dealing with it gracefully. It hurts, and I hide or close my eyes and cover my ears... But at least better.

have eye contact with a man without panicking or tensing up.

Can do that now. Still not capable of flirting though..

Just a mental check of where I'm at.

Am really, really grateful for EMDR. It was horrible, but so effective. .

 

[Teasel]

I would go for a swim in the sea somewhere beautiful and sunny then have a coconut cocktail on the beach then sit round a campfire as the sun goes down and talk with good people.

 

[Teasel]

I would lay down in long grass on a rolling hill in Wiltshire. Feel the sun and the breeze. Feel the grass with my feet.

 

[Teasel]

I would try on lots of wigs for laughs and to see if a different hairstyle might suit me better.

 

[Teasel]

I would have children

 

[Teasel]

And I'd have a dog. A big daft soppy dog with a personality of pure sunshielded.

 

[Teasel]

Sunshine

 

[Llith]

• Spend an evening relaxing without my mind going to to dark places
• Concentrate on games I used to love
• Enjoy going out without panic attacks
• Not have panic attacks... that would be awesome!
  
• Have a cat...I really want a cat god damnit! :P