Bless you Maddog.
I wish things were different for you. You deserve all the warmth of human touch. I feel sad that your body won't allow you that at this point, because of what you've been through, and I hope one day that might change and you can experience that.
I so missed being hugged when I was on my own totally, and I'm fortunate to have a friend at school now that I feel so open to hugging. Everytime I am near her she just gives off this affectionate vibe that makes me want to rub my head on her belly, and I can ask for a hug anytime and she will gladly give me one, so I'm lucky.
I wish things were different for you. You deserve all the warmth of human touch. I feel sad that your body won't allow you that at this point, because of what you've been through, and I hope one day that might change and you can experience that.
I so missed being hugged when I was on my own totally, and I'm fortunate to have a friend at school now that I feel so open to hugging. Everytime I am near her she just gives off this affectionate vibe that makes me want to rub my head on her belly, and I can ask for a hug anytime and she will gladly give me one, so I'm lucky.