sonicwhite
Platinum Member
i can feel every emotion as if in this human body I was standing before God. I think at one time I must of died and went there. With my sins laying bare and nothing to help me. I was whisked back into the human realm where I suffered for almost a year of a psychosis.
I was so hard headed that I bounced back pretty well. Until I started to give attention to the symptoms is when I started to get flashbacks and repressed memories started to flare up.
I can say that if I did die I'm thankful to the Father for sparing my life and gave me a second chance.
The thing is the cops are hiding the records of that day and St. Anthony's will not give me the records on what happened after the ambulance ride. But maybe it's a good thing I don't remember because the more Information I seem to get the more panicky I become.
I was so hard headed that I bounced back pretty well. Until I started to give attention to the symptoms is when I started to get flashbacks and repressed memories started to flare up.
I can say that if I did die I'm thankful to the Father for sparing my life and gave me a second chance.
The thing is the cops are hiding the records of that day and St. Anthony's will not give me the records on what happened after the ambulance ride. But maybe it's a good thing I don't remember because the more Information I seem to get the more panicky I become.
