Hi,
I know what you mean, I'm sure we all have similar stories. A few things that I have found recently (I've crashed big style, finally.) that may help. If you have mood swings, massive surges of energy then flop or have ever been diagnosed bi-polar then check out bi-phasic response, it's 'body only' due the nervous system but doc's often diagnose actual bi-polar. If you have had that then that was your nervous system going into emegergency rescue mode. It can lead to a 'dorsal vagal' state (burn out). Look at pictures of the vagus nerve on the net and see how the nervous system attachs it to the rest of your body (and then wonder about your other 'physco-somatic' classed symptoms).Dorsal Vagal (I like to imagine it as a wrestler, sort of Arnie but still with the Austrian accent :)) is related to chronic vitmain d deficiency and adrenal fatigue syndrome. Frankly, seen as I haven't a personal assistant to manage my doctor, I am trying to get at least the test done privately. Getting to the specialist is the longest part so I thought if I can pay for the test then I might be able to convince them and go straight to appropriate state treatment.
Another thought, as it's forming in my head, I believe this 'crash' I have experienced and subsequent landing area to which I seem fixed, is the result of twenty years (at least) of trying to obtain affect regulation by all sorts of means that have mostly taken my life in a variety of disadvantageous routes. Coming to a stop like this is the 'end of the line' in attempting external/maladpative adjustments or distractions (skipping school, smoking, drug taking, trying to be cool with the 'bad' kids, high level effiency, academic/career mania, exercise, constant 'mediator' in situations, helping others to the detriment of my own advancement, shopping, appearance, sleeping, avoiding patterns, general living for the weekend, non-agency promiscuity) . The reason I have stopped, (including work) is that I physiologically can't take the emotional-neuro-biologoical-ANS (mental) strain anymore. The only options my body will accept from now on are those which are positive regulations even if in 'sensible' terms they appear to an outsider to be 'not in my best interests'. So in a weird way this is what I've been aiming for. It' just its knocked the crap out of me getting here.
In that sense then, I am ill and not ill. I am actually ill, I do have adrenal fatigue but put in the right conditions, I am quite sure it would go. So as far as I can see this pyshco-somatic term is used bt doctors like a static phenomena but it transmutes because emotions-hormones-brain-nervous system- muscles, organs are all one. Something might start off in your head but if you cant manage it (affect regulation) where does it go?
So the question is what to do that is good for me, cos all my behavioural patterns, even though I desperately wanted to shake them off also hid me from further damage. Again maybe this is why I am in a sort of stasis. etc etc ....rambling sorry!