It Burns Me Deep!

[Canticle]

What burns me is that all life is sacred. From breath till death and beyound. We all must find our way back or fade. Let love rule and hold on tight, because it's going to be one hell of a ride!

 

[Renestel]

I guess I would ask you to expand on this, Canticle. I totally agree life is sacred. I hear that you are talking about a fight to get "back on the railroad tracks" as one could say. And I DANG sure agree with life being a bumpy ride...:eek:
I personally come from more of a nature perspective, people can be great as well but also just so entitled these days, and people have hurt me so much worse in the past than animals in at least a 75:1 ratio. I work with abandoned and rescue "unadoptable" dogs so that means a lot. I grew up in a time and a town where no person had ill intent. A literal neighborhood happy bubble. Then college pretty much just took me in an "interrogation room of mental sorts" and did horrible things to me for years. I now tend to conglomerate to my dogs, birds outside that visit our feeders or even our local reptiles for comfort. In times that you are angry about people not appreciating it, spend time with animals. They are second to second survivors. They teach us a lot. Appreciate everything.

 

[Canticle]

I guess I would ask you to expand on this, Canticle. I totally agree life is sacred. I hear that you...

Reminds me of me and my Sony. We were absolutely inseparable. Hahaha, he would have sat proper at a school desk if they allowed him. One of my greatest blessings was his unfathomed and forever love for me! He was a husky and timberline wolf mix. Huge, proud, old soul and loyal throughout all ! They let me run free in the wilderness because he was always with me. We were puppies running in the wind, wild and free I have always connected with nature and understand their beating hearts and breath of life. All life is sacred. We all must find the light; the light within or fade. I protect those that have been broken down like me. I hold my hand out, or jump in the hole with them. It is the way of love and kindred spirits. Some are unable to see the light. All they have is their paradigm of time, marching them down into the dark fade. They are the ones that deatroy life and steal the sacred breath! Apathy, darkness, stones of sorrow and fear belong to them.

Thank you for responding. Apologies for my strange ways and depth of expression.

 

[Renestel]

Your husky sounds amazing!! Im inseperable with my abused rescue too. We are two peas in pod!!
You have a deep appreciation for life, that's amazing. One thing my therapist told me recently was, "Don't be TOO hard on yourself in your process or the process others are going through to get better. For the time being, it's okay to not be okay." That is huge to me. Work towards your goal but this is hard work. Don't be too hard on yourself or others. :happy:

 

[Canticle]

Your husky sounds amazing!! Im inseperable with my abused rescue too. We are two peas in pod!!
You ha...

Wow truly beautiful words and wise. You struck a cord deep within my soul.
I broke me first when I fell into the dark. I fought like hell to get back home and carry some very deep wounds there. I never did break a bone. I was faster then the pain running wild and free.
You are a healer to speak into my soul, and thank you heart and soul for that. I needed to hear your words. Love is the greatest blessing and it is time for me to love me stronger.

Yes I harbor a despair that prevents me from letting the love bend down for me. I give my breath to protect the beautiful ones; so why not me. I will work long and hard on this. I am worthy!

Love, respect and honor beautiful one. Thank God for those that are strong enough to love their way back and turn darkness to light.

 

[Renestel]

You will find your time. Just sink your feet in the sand right now with where you are. I year ago I came on here a complete mess always searching for help. Now with tons of factors, I am on here trying to be one of those people thats either a helping hand or a shoulder to cry on. I want to pay the people back that helped me by helping others. Don't rush it. It will come.

 

[Canticle]

You will find your time. Just sink your feet in the sand right now with where you are. I year ago I ca...

Absolutely yes. It is the way of love and kindred spirits. I will do the same on my path to healing. It has been forever since I have been this broken and the old wounds are like new. I never time stamped them way back when. I burried the shame deep within and kept on keeping on. It is time for me to time stamp this despair and let the love soothe my sorrow.

Thank you beautiful one. Heart and soul.