Kaylove498
Confident
I've gotten fairly use to feeling numb emotionally and physically but I can't help but get annoyed that I never feel present.
I know where I'm at and who I'm with at all times but mentally it's like I'm not suppose to be here or like I'm dreaming.what drives me insane the most is seeing and knowing where I'm at and feeling like I should actually be where my memories are.
And what I mean by where my memories are is I feel I should be that teenage girl again living at Mom's and having the friends I use to have it's almost like I stuck in some alternate universe where nothing makes sense but I'm still living.
Anyone else deal with this?
I know where I'm at and who I'm with at all times but mentally it's like I'm not suppose to be here or like I'm dreaming.what drives me insane the most is seeing and knowing where I'm at and feeling like I should actually be where my memories are.
And what I mean by where my memories are is I feel I should be that teenage girl again living at Mom's and having the friends I use to have it's almost like I stuck in some alternate universe where nothing makes sense but I'm still living.
Anyone else deal with this?