dljwhitewolf
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Okay White Wolf vent head on full blast **** that bitch.
Just got off the phone with Mommy Dearest aka queen of denile etc etc etc, and yes, I had to use wire hangars, she bought all the wooden ones for her from the child care money to hang the sixties clothing of polyester, gives a bad smell right females.
Had a bad night due to remembering my loved ones, only two ever, both died jerry one and jerry two, father and brother, who she not only screwed over one but all three of us.
She wants me to come to dinner to her house, me and jeff, bf, and went out of her way so she can have her way, to entice me to come over for her entertainment value alone.
Every pedophile within a 100 yard radius of us growning up at any given time was an associate of my mothers, or we can just call them johns.
My dad's favorite toy was a shot gun or a german luger, so please never say to me was it him,,,,,,,,,,,NEVER NEVER NEVER.
he showed me what real love was for the first two years of my life, til huntingtons started taking over, and in sickness and in health, mom forgot those vows, conviently, wasn't beneficial to her,
So daddy had to leave and new babysitters were set into place, first ones burned jerry and i, second ones like using metal spatulas on us, third and final we got to live in the house of heaven, the old lady i loved called gramma, and hell, her foster boys that were getting old enough to get the **** out of there.
Well needless to say foster childern were the satanic cult ones, and their croany friends, many, and then the newer ones from manhattan that just wanted to get movies for the black market, unknown names of movies, but lets us just call them satanic child snuff films, i was the star, contracts were written in my blood.
Oh and let us not forget just the simplier child porn photos, were upon jerry and i were drugged with acid, and forced to hold each other on a bed, nude to act like we were having sex, okay the tears are falling, jerry and i were seeing tthe people start to melt, drugs, and i kept tellinghmm to close his eyes and pretend it was a movie, yes a three year old knew to say this to her five year old brother.
fast forward, yes i know the good the bad and the ugly in ny, take that any way you need to, and as an adult went to one who i did favor upon favor for, and the rest of my crew, and never let them do one back, in case in a situation like this, i needed one done.
told said friend to remove all of those photos from manhattan and every place possible, or i would kill my mother.
said person agreed, job done.
fast forward, i was told in fla. the job was fully taken care of, all pictures were confiscated and burned including negatives even the movie.
"what movie," i replied,
the nightmarish one that almost cause me to die remembering, years later, oh that movie.
Told queen of denile all of my life what was going on, my did i have a vivid imagination, but after taking me to doctor after doctor for weird vaginal diseases and jerry both for urinary tract infection, doc asked how are these kids getting this jackie, i don't know she said. she did i told her alot of times.
fast forward, 23 i told her again, she did not believe me still and said said evil ones were abused too, that i should have simpathy for them, told said good mother, you just gave me permission to go out and **** every child give them drugs and tell them their mommy is realling ****ing them and they will be ok
she said no,
i said how is it you **** that you have sympathy for the devil but never once shown sympathy or sorrow for how you screwed my dad my brother and me over.
you are a xunt.
second husband found in my bed, i was so toasted i did not wake up, told mom it was going on, husband beat me with a belt for lying.
mom got up found said husband in bed dragged him out into living room, beach bungalow, threw him out,
said mother over a thousand times that i ruined her best marriage.
fast forward, third husband, mind you, many "uncles" used that revolving door called a vagina, i'm a medic, call stuff like that a forest of a petri dish,
second husband since age 18 told my mother he knew he could take care of donna better then her, and that we should stay together, not him and her, mother promptly forbid me from coming around due to the fact that "she understood men, honey. you understand don't you," yes all to well, pedophiles ok, daughter needs to be brutalized.
last christmas, i was in the kitchen with said husband mother was supposedly asleep.
Said husband was hitting on me, remember i am native american we have our ways of sneakiness.
spoke so loud, adoringly to get said sleepers attention and also to raise the voice of pedophiles words
we laughed and laughed at that table, (very close to what the mafia woud do or undercover cops to get info) finally i felt her presence at the door way of the kitchen and without him knowing turned my head quickly, and saw her to only turn around again and flirt oh so much more, drippingly.
(Mind you he is physically afraid of me, I have gone after him in psych fighting 101, to scare the living shit out of him, but ergo, pervs only retain so much real info and go back to the deluded crude world of pervisms)
(oh and said queen of denile asked me when i was 16 to put a hickey on her neck to make said uncle jealous, now so far know ing me this little, did i or didn't i,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
i'm won't even answer that if you don't know you don't need to know me.
Got ped to tell me what he 'really' wanted to do to me, asked what would mom think, he said what she doesn't know won't hurt her'0
game ended
billyjackette, billyjack fav. all time hero, ramboette, white wolf and big mother fer came out with all barrels.
'who the **** do you think you are talking to you little tiny guinea man, i will ****ing cuck your prick off and shove it in my mothers twat for safe keeping,
if you ever look into this face again, i will, i promise, no more warnings, kill you, understand.-
stunned perv, saw my mother at the doorway and promptly got up to go to bed.
mom slept in different room for the night
i have not entered said pedophile house,
mom wants me to come over for dinner today, me , bf, her and pedophile,
now just curious folks,
what do you think billyjackette or billyjackass of late, should do, i do need a human punching bag
any suggestions?
thanks for listening
ps
only ever wanted to hear i was special from her, that she was proud of me, crying now from lack of needs met, that i matttered, never got that never will fine with it wouldn't want her type in my life anyway, still hurts,,,,
owey
ps
don't tell anyone i dont admit such things, takes away from my tough persona,,,,,,yea, still crying, hurts big time, even at 44 years of age.
Just got off the phone with Mommy Dearest aka queen of denile etc etc etc, and yes, I had to use wire hangars, she bought all the wooden ones for her from the child care money to hang the sixties clothing of polyester, gives a bad smell right females.
Had a bad night due to remembering my loved ones, only two ever, both died jerry one and jerry two, father and brother, who she not only screwed over one but all three of us.
She wants me to come to dinner to her house, me and jeff, bf, and went out of her way so she can have her way, to entice me to come over for her entertainment value alone.
Every pedophile within a 100 yard radius of us growning up at any given time was an associate of my mothers, or we can just call them johns.
My dad's favorite toy was a shot gun or a german luger, so please never say to me was it him,,,,,,,,,,,NEVER NEVER NEVER.
he showed me what real love was for the first two years of my life, til huntingtons started taking over, and in sickness and in health, mom forgot those vows, conviently, wasn't beneficial to her,
So daddy had to leave and new babysitters were set into place, first ones burned jerry and i, second ones like using metal spatulas on us, third and final we got to live in the house of heaven, the old lady i loved called gramma, and hell, her foster boys that were getting old enough to get the **** out of there.
Well needless to say foster childern were the satanic cult ones, and their croany friends, many, and then the newer ones from manhattan that just wanted to get movies for the black market, unknown names of movies, but lets us just call them satanic child snuff films, i was the star, contracts were written in my blood.
Oh and let us not forget just the simplier child porn photos, were upon jerry and i were drugged with acid, and forced to hold each other on a bed, nude to act like we were having sex, okay the tears are falling, jerry and i were seeing tthe people start to melt, drugs, and i kept tellinghmm to close his eyes and pretend it was a movie, yes a three year old knew to say this to her five year old brother.
fast forward, yes i know the good the bad and the ugly in ny, take that any way you need to, and as an adult went to one who i did favor upon favor for, and the rest of my crew, and never let them do one back, in case in a situation like this, i needed one done.
told said friend to remove all of those photos from manhattan and every place possible, or i would kill my mother.
said person agreed, job done.
fast forward, i was told in fla. the job was fully taken care of, all pictures were confiscated and burned including negatives even the movie.
"what movie," i replied,
the nightmarish one that almost cause me to die remembering, years later, oh that movie.
Told queen of denile all of my life what was going on, my did i have a vivid imagination, but after taking me to doctor after doctor for weird vaginal diseases and jerry both for urinary tract infection, doc asked how are these kids getting this jackie, i don't know she said. she did i told her alot of times.
fast forward, 23 i told her again, she did not believe me still and said said evil ones were abused too, that i should have simpathy for them, told said good mother, you just gave me permission to go out and **** every child give them drugs and tell them their mommy is realling ****ing them and they will be ok
she said no,
i said how is it you **** that you have sympathy for the devil but never once shown sympathy or sorrow for how you screwed my dad my brother and me over.
you are a xunt.
second husband found in my bed, i was so toasted i did not wake up, told mom it was going on, husband beat me with a belt for lying.
mom got up found said husband in bed dragged him out into living room, beach bungalow, threw him out,
said mother over a thousand times that i ruined her best marriage.
fast forward, third husband, mind you, many "uncles" used that revolving door called a vagina, i'm a medic, call stuff like that a forest of a petri dish,
second husband since age 18 told my mother he knew he could take care of donna better then her, and that we should stay together, not him and her, mother promptly forbid me from coming around due to the fact that "she understood men, honey. you understand don't you," yes all to well, pedophiles ok, daughter needs to be brutalized.
last christmas, i was in the kitchen with said husband mother was supposedly asleep.
Said husband was hitting on me, remember i am native american we have our ways of sneakiness.
spoke so loud, adoringly to get said sleepers attention and also to raise the voice of pedophiles words
we laughed and laughed at that table, (very close to what the mafia woud do or undercover cops to get info) finally i felt her presence at the door way of the kitchen and without him knowing turned my head quickly, and saw her to only turn around again and flirt oh so much more, drippingly.
(Mind you he is physically afraid of me, I have gone after him in psych fighting 101, to scare the living shit out of him, but ergo, pervs only retain so much real info and go back to the deluded crude world of pervisms)
(oh and said queen of denile asked me when i was 16 to put a hickey on her neck to make said uncle jealous, now so far know ing me this little, did i or didn't i,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
i'm won't even answer that if you don't know you don't need to know me.
Got ped to tell me what he 'really' wanted to do to me, asked what would mom think, he said what she doesn't know won't hurt her'0
game ended
billyjackette, billyjack fav. all time hero, ramboette, white wolf and big mother fer came out with all barrels.
'who the **** do you think you are talking to you little tiny guinea man, i will ****ing cuck your prick off and shove it in my mothers twat for safe keeping,
if you ever look into this face again, i will, i promise, no more warnings, kill you, understand.-
stunned perv, saw my mother at the doorway and promptly got up to go to bed.
mom slept in different room for the night
i have not entered said pedophile house,
mom wants me to come over for dinner today, me , bf, her and pedophile,
now just curious folks,
what do you think billyjackette or billyjackass of late, should do, i do need a human punching bag
any suggestions?
thanks for listening
ps
only ever wanted to hear i was special from her, that she was proud of me, crying now from lack of needs met, that i matttered, never got that never will fine with it wouldn't want her type in my life anyway, still hurts,,,,
owey
ps
don't tell anyone i dont admit such things, takes away from my tough persona,,,,,,yea, still crying, hurts big time, even at 44 years of age.
