Just So Done......

[EveHarrington]

Do you think those meds are helping you? I'm concerned that you're taking so much but still having so many symptoms. I know that meds don't fix everything though. Have you seen your doc recently? :hug:

 

[Brenton]

I feel like I am on sensory overload, everything has just gone to shit. Everything from people breat...

I'm in the opposite place. Everything seems dead right now, like a room of dolls and I cant feel anything. I dont want to scream, I dont want to run, I dont want to get laid, or drink, or snort H, or even go home. I feel like nothing can soothe me right now. I feel like a corpse. My depression has gotten worse over the last week, and I have had days when everything made me furious and I did break a few things. But now I'm in slow motion, every action is an effort, my sex drive is non-existent, no appetite, insomnia, no focus, just nothingness. I want to self-harm just to feel something, see some blood, but that never does anything but make me feel worse, so I'll just sit in my cubicle and pretend I'm not falling apart.
I hope things get better.
B