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Last movie was a year ago 
I went to see Edward Scissorhand at the theater, it was meant to be some kind of way to mark Christmas even though i was all alone and just a mont out of hospitalization.
But it was horrible, i think the bright white screen, in a black and dark room.with people, it triggered me deeply. But i couldnt move or go away. I took a xanax after a while so it got easier... but yeah, i retraumatized myself. Hurt my brain just to write this, dont know if it was a good idea. We'll see.
I went to see Edward Scissorhand at the theater, it was meant to be some kind of way to mark Christmas even though i was all alone and just a mont out of hospitalization.
But it was horrible, i think the bright white screen, in a black and dark room.with people, it triggered me deeply. But i couldnt move or go away. I took a xanax after a while so it got easier... but yeah, i retraumatized myself. Hurt my brain just to write this, dont know if it was a good idea. We'll see.
