General Looking Crappy

[Redheaded Stranger]

Haven't seen him since I took cookies for his birthday.

I'm working outside today in 90 degree weather. Rattiest fat clothes. All sweaty. Looking completely gross.

And he drives by.....and we wave.

Crap. Crap. Crap.

Know he must be having a crappy day thinking about his friends who were lost. Want to text him but just don't know what to do. Always seem to say the wrong thing.

Just venting.

Crap!!!

 

[Steph_F]

aww...honey! I'm sure he wasn't thinking "wow, she looks crappy"...he was probably thinking "hey! she's outside!" Remember men (God Bless 'em) aren't usually as shallow as we girls are! haha!

I'm proud of you though...working hard out in the hot weather (I napped on the couch!).

I didn't know what to do about Memorial Day with M either. He's being all emotionally distant lately and I'm so worried about whatever is bothering him, but I'm trying to just trust that he is a big boy and will ask for help when he needs it and that whatever it is that is bothering him will get better soon.

((Hugs))

 

[Redheaded Stranger]

Thanks Steph,

You always make me feel better. I did send him a text last night. I mean, he's gone, so didn't think it would hurt. Just told him that I missed him and that I was going to stick by him no matter what. And I told him that if all he can handle right now is a friend then he has a true friend for life. Didn't expect a response and didn't get one, but I feel better just making sure that he knows.

Tough to know what to do when they are distant, so I feel your pain and frustration. I think you handle things remarkably well though, so stay the course. I'm someone who likes to be in control of MY life, so this is hard for me because I have NO control over this and it does effect my life. But maybe the lesson for me is about giving up some control and going with the flow.

Stay strong. Stay true. And thanks so much for all of your support. It means sooo much.

Hugs right back atcha.

Red