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lostgirl143
I'm 18 years old and about a year ago I found out I was pregnant. I told my boyfriend and eventually we decided to keep the Baby. He promised her be there for me and our baby. But he never went to a single doctors appointment, he never called to check on me. He was always out partying with his friends. My parents were also really abusive at the time as well. So all the stress and everything wasn't good for me or the baby. I had just found out I was having a girl About a week and a half before I got sick...really sick...my blood pressure was too high, my immune system was too low, Eventually I was told it was going to be medically unsafe to carry to full term. It's was my life and the baby's on the line. My boyfriend told me to get the late term abortion so he wouldn't lose us both...so at 4 months pregnant I lost my baby girl....after that I got depressed and started cutting and drinking...I had to start school in a few weeks prior too...the whole school knew I was pregnant at the end of the previous year...so that was a terrible first day when I had to explain to everyone why I didn't have a big belly...3 months passed and I barely saw my boyfriend. I only got texts. One day I got a lift from a friend to his house because I had to see him. When his mom let me in, I saw him come down the stairs with another girl following him. Turns out he was cheating on me the whole time I was pregnant. Then even a year later, a few days ago, I get a text message from him saying "I miss you and I always loved you. And that I was wondering if there was even a small chance that you would take me back" I told him no that there was no way in hell that I would ever get back with you after all the shit you put me through. Then he replies "what the duck ever stupid bitch. Who and btw I never did believe you were pregnant in the first place" and now I keep having flashbacks to when I lost the baby and im having nightmares about running into him in public....
