Madness, Insanity & The World Wide Web

[anthony]

I'm sure my dreams are going to begin about cleaning... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! So much fine detail cleaning, touch-ups and picky stuff to worry about. So worn out...

 

[anthony]

Is this too cheeky???

 

[JustBe]

View attachment 33107
I am Loving the new changes. It's so much easier to see and use on my smartphone. Thanks for all your hard work!

 

[Seasounds]

This is my diary of things that well... may come into my head, or life, or just piss me off completely as a result of PTSD. Of all things, I actually don't have a trauma, life, or otherwise, diary. Go figure!!!

Love your realism!

 

[Whitneys story]

Anthony, It is time for some laughter! Hugs for all you do.

Youtube: search for 3FOae1V1-Xg

I am behind on wipes! :D

 

[Loloma]

The vacuum blewup this morning, which is just uncool. A Dyson we purchased only 4-5 years ago... a sad state of affairs when not even quality lasts long nowadays.

Anthony Dyson vacuum cleaners have a 5 year warranty.

 

[Loloma]

Is this you Anthony?

Sorry forgot the picture duh!:oops:

 

[Loloma]

Is this you Anthony?

 

[anthony]

That would be me... awesome, but far from perfect. Shit... I don't think I'd ever come close to perfect... but awesome I live and breathe. LOL. :coffee: :cautious:

 

[anthony]

I can feel myself starting to crash... so it's time-off for me to get myself mentally healthy again.

 

[The Albatross]

"One of the tests of leadership is the ability to recognize a problem before it becomes an emergency." ~ Arnold Glasgow

 

[anthony]

Another day... another day with PTSD. Some days I just hate this existence with this crappy disorder. I've had ideation now for a couple of weeks, which is really starting to piss me off. I haven't had that this bad for some years now, and its really annoying the hell out of me. Whilst I refuse to kill myself, it doesn't change the thoughts that constantly sit within my head of wanting to just die so the pain goes away. What really annoys me most, is I haven't been this bad in years, and I have been trying to keep my stressors under control the best I can, but I think some past months of stress are really having a toll on me. I'm struggling in getting to sleep, yet once asleep, I'm fine. I have a constant pain in my chest from anxiety, and whilst a small dose of valium relieves that for a while, or a few beers, it just comes back the moment the numbing agent subsides.

All very normal, and I try and take it all with a grain of salt nowadays... but its still bloody annoying as hell and I just hate PTSD sometimes.