What symptoms does it help with specifically? This would be the determining factor for treatment, not just the fact that it helps treat PTSD
It’s Chemical-Trust.
At recreational levels it’s also
- a combination of childlike sense of AWE and wonder, married to the unadulterated pure joy jumping off a swing, or ice cream, or rolling down hills, or a basket of puppies.
- sad/angry/similar things are still able to be felt but just at the
cusp where the bad thing goes away & is replaced with a sense of _______ (comfort, belonging, satisfaction, catharsis, acceptance, resolution, transforming one thing to another, etc.) Picture a kid who sees someone else really sad, and comes up to them
also sad for them and then after patting them gently breaks out into huge GRIN, or gives them a giant hug, and then they both laugh and are off playing. It’s the fluidity of very real emotions that are
just about to become something else.
- Sensory explosion of all things good and wonderful. As someone with sensory schtuff, you probably know what I mean about the difference between putting on a shirt & NO get it off off off, versus an okay shirt but with the wrong “mood” attached, a shirt that provokes no reaction, and the sheer bliss of AH! Perfect! ...except? That sense of “perfect” feeling attaches to everything. From concrete and sandpaper to fluffy silky whatever. Colors are richer deeper brighter, lights are bedazzling, sounds are impossibly beautiful, movement is joy, people are amazing
- A profound sense of being alive.
At therapeutic levels??? All of ^^^that^^^ still exists. In a waaaaaaaaay more muted fashion. It just
tints everything, or clarifies it, like the crisp fresh depth of a new black and white photo replacing the one that’s been fading in the sun for 30 years... instead of ...ultra high definition the whole world in color movie. Or taking a shower rather than plunging down a water slide into a pool.
But it still lasts for around 10 hours... and is NOT something anyone wants to be on 24/7/365. It’s not a maintenance drug (like antidepressants), nor an acute issue drug (like benzos). It’s
just to facilitate therapy. Some rather monster marathon therapy sessions, for true.