happens to look like you as in you dont really connect that its you?Almost like watching a movie in which the person happens to look like me
Do you normally recognize emotions and/or are you an emotional person?also tend not to have emotions with the memories
This is kind of interesting to think about.
I normally don't really acknowledge or recognize emotions most of the time until they get to overwhelming size.
Looking at just random non-traumatic memories- i dont think the majority have emotions attached but I don't feel disconnected from them either, not like how it feels to dissociate and depersonalize in present time- if that makes sense?
I don't feel super connected to them either but I know that "me" is actually me and not just someone who looks like me.
Does this bug you or are you just curious about it?
I don't wanna .... hmmm.... push on this topic if it bugs you.
I've had some memories of trauma that were first person views from the abusers perspective- those ones were really disturbing.