After effects of Interview
I wasn't sure where to put this, so I'm putting this here.
I feel void. Totally void. I know that can't be because I'm sighing every three seconds (sign of anxiety), very jumpy about my door, the phone, anyone talking to me etc., and I'm exhausted but I can't sleep. Yet, I would describe it as void. An empty space. No more than a shell covering nothingness. The thought of attempting to write down all the stuff from the interview is more than I can even think about. Moving it is more than I can think about. Breathing is as far as I get right now. It took me five hours to make a pot of tea. Matt made supper. we had turkey sandwhiches. pretty god damn sad.
I feel void. Void like my past. Void like the years I am missing from my amnesia. ....
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I wasn't sure where to put this, so I'm putting this here.
I feel void. Totally void. I know that can't be because I'm sighing every three seconds (sign of anxiety), very jumpy about my door, the phone, anyone talking to me etc., and I'm exhausted but I can't sleep. Yet, I would describe it as void. An empty space. No more than a shell covering nothingness. The thought of attempting to write down all the stuff from the interview is more than I can even think about. Moving it is more than I can think about. Breathing is as far as I get right now. It took me five hours to make a pot of tea. Matt made supper. we had turkey sandwhiches. pretty god damn sad.
I feel void. Void like my past. Void like the years I am missing from my amnesia. ....
bec