Kas_Can_Fly
Diamond Member
I had been taking 30mg Mirtazapine since late December with some pretty poor results. About two-three weeks ago, I was put on 60mg Duloxetine, but still had the Mirtazapine at full dose - wow! It was like the Duloxetine fixed the Mirtazapine and they made a party in my head. I was amazing. I was healthier, more active, sleeping better, more happy, less stressed, more positive - It wasn't forced or unnatural, it was beautiful. My family noticed it, hell even the neighbour noticed it when I passed by and most importantly (for me at least!) - I noticed it.
A few days ago I dropped to 15mg immediately my nightmares returned (as they did if I ever missed a dose accidentally before). Four days later, I feel terrible. I'm having nightmares again, I'm waking up again. I'm tired - exhausted in that depressed way as well. I feel miserable and it gets worse each day I don't take the higher dose of Mirtazapine. I phoned my social worker - who's since spoken to the Psychiatrist and because of the NICE guidelines I'm not allowed to go on the only thing that has ever helped me and I've tried so many things.
It's sucks so bad. I've pretty much said I will probably end up ordering in the Mirtazapine from Canada or seeing a private Psychiatrist because I actually really need it. It's not even like benzodiazepines which are addictive. It's probably just my state of mind today but all I want to do is cry out "It's not fair!". Has anyone encountered the NHS stopping them from having the only thing that helps just because of guidelines?
A few days ago I dropped to 15mg immediately my nightmares returned (as they did if I ever missed a dose accidentally before). Four days later, I feel terrible. I'm having nightmares again, I'm waking up again. I'm tired - exhausted in that depressed way as well. I feel miserable and it gets worse each day I don't take the higher dose of Mirtazapine. I phoned my social worker - who's since spoken to the Psychiatrist and because of the NICE guidelines I'm not allowed to go on the only thing that has ever helped me and I've tried so many things.
It's sucks so bad. I've pretty much said I will probably end up ordering in the Mirtazapine from Canada or seeing a private Psychiatrist because I actually really need it. It's not even like benzodiazepines which are addictive. It's probably just my state of mind today but all I want to do is cry out "It's not fair!". Has anyone encountered the NHS stopping them from having the only thing that helps just because of guidelines?