Relationship Moving On And Dating But Seek Advice

[whserenitynluv]

Woke up this morning and yeah not so much, the whole dating thing took a new twist, :/ so on with recovery I go....my mind wants a quick reaction again, and a way to distract my recovery real fast would be with sex or a new relationship. Plus my heart doesn't feel right about it.. Wow that a new one, thanks solar as through ill follow it should be interesting

 

[Wastinglight]

My guy told me upfront about his PTSD before we started a relationship (we were friends first). He said he didn't want to start anything without me knowing what I was getting into. I really appreciated him doing this.

Wishing you the very best if you decide to start reaching out :hug:

 

[whserenitynluv]

That's awesome @wasting light. I'm feeling huge remorse for someone at the moment, I had no idea the things I did was from ptsd until now, I thought it was from being shy. I mean we have an awkward history anyway, but when things got laid out on the table, I did the best I knew how to do. But it wasn't enough, this was the hardest thing to process. No closure and no way to say I am sorry to explain things-sigh- I have no idea even if he's ok and that hurst me sooo much, I just want to know he's ok ya know? I'm sure he's fine, and he said that I'm weird and to take a hike and I blocked me off of social networks as well. But I miss his friendship so much. He's the best guy in the world. So starting over, and learning my heart is vulnerable and firsties are in me, what do I do.

 

[Wastinglight]

I'm so sorry to hear that, @whserenitynluv. Must be so hard for you guys, no-one ever wants things to end up that way. Remember to be kind to yourself (although I imagine that's hard too sometimes :inlove: ). Hugs.