Thanks everyone. I will do everything I can and I'll avoid
the surgery at all costs. I thought or formed the impression that the doctor felt felt bad. I thought (because I didn't think about much else yesterday) he was like sad, that he had to try and be encouraging even thoughhe knew what he is going to do to me,and that I'm not going to be happy.
He said they didn't recommend the chemo/radiation because they are finding that guys they do that to get other problems 15 or 20 years later. I forget what he said about that. I'll find out! Doesn't sound like a bad gamble now that I wrote it down.
The questionnaire said "how would you feel if things stayed like they are right now re your prostate problems, I checked "delighted.?"
I can do "delighted."
I told him I had CSA. It's funny telling a man, but he's a doctor. I felt good about it, I put it out at the appropriate time and I "liked"
His reaction. That seems like a funny way to say that.
Because it it's useful for me to say it at a time like that when he wants to know what I'm doing and what's going on and how's all this gonna effect everything.
Because his reaction, all in a moment without any words said to me, "disability is understandable in your case." Then he moved right along.
He was very nice and reassuring as well and he was walking me out and saying he'd be there at the biopsy. I just met him and I thought that was really nice and I felt "cared for."
But I get it. They wanna do surgery. Lol
We will c what the biopsy shows I guess I can't get out of that. No aspirin for 7 days!