The only thing I can say I have learned for sure is that being abused as a child leaves a mark and messes with your life. I was 10 when abused by a family friend for 2 years and never said anything. That original sin I will never recover from because no matter what any one tells me, it was my fault and I have destroyed my life in penance and there is nothing I can do to punish myself that helps.
The saddest part is that I know I had it in me to lead a spectacular life and the ability to rise to the top of any profession, I am very bright but my abuse and failure to protect myself has stopped me form achieving what was possible, with only myself to blame.
The saddest part is that I know I had it in me to lead a spectacular life and the ability to rise to the top of any profession, I am very bright but my abuse and failure to protect myself has stopped me form achieving what was possible, with only myself to blame.