I've been here since 2013. Took three years for me to start posting (never did an intro). Vulnerability has never been a thing for me. This has been my safe space. A place to learn to trust. To learn to be okay being challenged. And to understand how compassion for both myself and others opens up a world of goodness. And it's time to say goodbye.
Tonight I clicked over to a thread has been a grounding tool for me. And I'm thread banned. No explanation. I haven't had any conflicts with anyone. So no understanding on why.
The problem is this devastated me to the core. Totally knocked me off tilter. I'm at such a fragile place in my healing with ending therapy and becoming more involved in real life - I can't allow myself to be blindsided like this again. I can't afford feeling like my safe space has been pulled out from under me. My first priority is to protect this fragility. I've worked too hard to get here. So I've got to leave this space for my safety.
@TreeHugger thank you so much for welcoming me to the forums. Your support early on helped me find the courage to hang around.
@barefoot you're an inspiration.
@intothelight thank you for sharing your strength through vulnerability. Getting out to the animals every morning has encouraged me to get up and get to work on days I want to hide.
@Anrish what can I say. Your Xmas box was the best gift in so long. It brought back the best of my childhood memories. The tree still goes up on the fireplace every holiday. And you have inspired me on my health journey. One day I'll message you and say I've made it up the wall at the bouldering hall! And I have such renewed faith in love because of you and @OutdoorsMan . Blessings to both of you! I'll miss your journey.
@lostforgottensoul oh my god girl. I've learned the most from you I think. Almost every post you made when you first got here triggered me. Over the year I've learned compassion and perseverance from you. Thank you.
@Rain thank you for your consistent support. I probably disagree and don't understand so much about your life but I understand my mother so much better after reading your diary.
@shimmerz you make me laugh and give me hope. Talk about a bad ass woman! Keep on keeping on.
@MrMoonlight just getting to know you but I have enjoyed our brief interactions.
CJ/@LilLynx you've brought laughter and light to my everyday. Really appreciate it. Early on you made this a comfortable space to stay in and it turned into five years of amazing growth.
Corvidae is no longer here. She has my heart wherever she is.
And @ladee....you know....
I've probably forgotten a few folks. Consider yourself hugged.
I didn't want to disappear without explanation so this is it.
Best wishes.
Tonight I clicked over to a thread has been a grounding tool for me. And I'm thread banned. No explanation. I haven't had any conflicts with anyone. So no understanding on why.
The problem is this devastated me to the core. Totally knocked me off tilter. I'm at such a fragile place in my healing with ending therapy and becoming more involved in real life - I can't allow myself to be blindsided like this again. I can't afford feeling like my safe space has been pulled out from under me. My first priority is to protect this fragility. I've worked too hard to get here. So I've got to leave this space for my safety.
@TreeHugger thank you so much for welcoming me to the forums. Your support early on helped me find the courage to hang around.
@barefoot you're an inspiration.
@intothelight thank you for sharing your strength through vulnerability. Getting out to the animals every morning has encouraged me to get up and get to work on days I want to hide.
@Anrish what can I say. Your Xmas box was the best gift in so long. It brought back the best of my childhood memories. The tree still goes up on the fireplace every holiday. And you have inspired me on my health journey. One day I'll message you and say I've made it up the wall at the bouldering hall! And I have such renewed faith in love because of you and @OutdoorsMan . Blessings to both of you! I'll miss your journey.
@lostforgottensoul oh my god girl. I've learned the most from you I think. Almost every post you made when you first got here triggered me. Over the year I've learned compassion and perseverance from you. Thank you.
@Rain thank you for your consistent support. I probably disagree and don't understand so much about your life but I understand my mother so much better after reading your diary.
@shimmerz you make me laugh and give me hope. Talk about a bad ass woman! Keep on keeping on.
@MrMoonlight just getting to know you but I have enjoyed our brief interactions.
CJ/@LilLynx you've brought laughter and light to my everyday. Really appreciate it. Early on you made this a comfortable space to stay in and it turned into five years of amazing growth.
Corvidae is no longer here. She has my heart wherever she is.
And @ladee....you know....
I've probably forgotten a few folks. Consider yourself hugged.
I didn't want to disappear without explanation so this is it.
Best wishes.
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