My Life Is Destroyed

[Candice]

Hi,

I don't know if it's going to help coming here. I've been abused all my life, by relatives, at work, and now I live in a twisted community. Most of these people are just mean. I hate this place but I'm trapped here. I'm trapped in this lousy world. When your family decides that you're just a thing to abuse and taunt from the time you're born, you can forget anybody else understanding. They just abuse you more. Everywhere you go, either they abuse you, or treat you like an outcast because you've been abused so much that you're different. I hate people now. I'm glad that this species is destroying itself, but I wish it would do that completely so this planet can be a better places for a more deserving species like cockroaches. I'm sorry to be so negative, but too much has happened now.

 

[Grama-Herc]

As much as I hate to see in this much pain and usually try to give a positive reaction, PLEASE, get a grip on yourself.

There has to be some positive in your life. Even a little glimmer of hope. I think there is, otherwise, you would not have come here.

I welcome you to the forum and hope it helps you as it has helped me. It is full of info and many people who do know how you feel. You will find supportive, friendly
people willing to share their pains, their successes and even have suggestions that might help you.

 

[Candice]

Okay, I've got a grip now! It's all fixed. Thanks for fixing it!!!! YYou're great!

 

[Grama-Herc]

Well, I don't think my input works that fast, but at least your sense of humor is shining through, I THINK????

 

[Grainne]

Grama Herc...I've seen your words work near-miracles before...but THAT is an official record. :) lol

Candice, welcome to the forum. Take nice deep breaths - I know things look and feel horrible right now for you, but things can improve. Not easy, to step outside your own perspective, especially when you feel so low, but there are many people here who will understand. Look for one little positive thing in your day today and focus on that. Everyone in the world is not out to hurt you...and, even if they were, it's really only you that counts in the end.

Maybe you have already found some help, but if not, therapy can work wonders and help you see things that you maybe didn't realize about yourself and your triggers before. Just a thought...

No one here will abuse you...this is a safe place. I hope you find a way to heal.

Grainne

 

[tryintobreathe]

Candice,

Just wanted to let you know I'm here if you ever need an ear.

Jen

 

[macpayne]

Candice, I feel sad for you. It really doesn't have to be like this. Seek therapy and start some meds Girl!!! We are here if you need to chat!~

 

[Nicolette]

Okay, I've got a grip now! It's all fixed. Thanks for fixing it!!!! YYou're great!

I understand you are in pain and this is difficult to deal with but lashing out with sarcastic replies will only turn people away from you instead of giving you what may be the good advice you need.

 

[pebbels]

Hi Candice:hello:
I am sorry you are feeling the way you do, it isn't easy and definately not when you are feeling trapped in a situation you dont want to be. Take deep breaths, you are safe here to REACH OUT to us and we will help and support you when you are ready.

Welcome to the forum Candice :Hug_emoticon: a great community of people who do understand.

Pebs

 

[anthony]

Okay, I've got a grip now! It's all fixed. Thanks for fixing it!!!! YYou're great!

Wow... you must think you're the only person in the world to feel the effects of PTSD. Good for you. :thumbs-up (That's sarcasm)

 

[ghost]

Hi Candice

The title of your post drew my attention - 'My Life is Destroyed'. That thought occurs to me about a hundred times a day. My life is also destroyed. Glad to hear there is someone else out there in the same situation.

 

[tryintobreathe]

Candice,

How are you doing? I've thought about you since I read your original post.

Jen