I will start with I have NO memories of anything like this. At all.
HOWEVER she has some undeniable logic, and that's without some things I am too ashamed to tell her. I will be clear I grew up in a violent childhood home anyway, a lot of threats and chasing etc. However I have realised that although I know I was punished various ways I do not REMEMBER any of them. Also around the time I started displaying very obvious sexual behaviour (9 or so) I also have a completely black spot in several parts of the house. One of them including my parents bedroom.
I barely remember anything of my childhood home. I don't know if I am just overreacting to what she said, but I have already uncovered one very significant sexual memory for when I was 17 that I had completely blocked from my mind. In that way at least it seems possible to me.
I remember being fascinated with the humiliation Oliver Twist felt when he was made to wash outside naked from a very young age. Infact I used to read and re-read the paragraph over and over again.
Finally both my sister and I show very similar symptoms.
I don't expect anyone to know true or false, I don't even know! But I was wondering if this is even a possibility. Her asking me straight out has really upset me and I am freaking out.
HOWEVER she has some undeniable logic, and that's without some things I am too ashamed to tell her. I will be clear I grew up in a violent childhood home anyway, a lot of threats and chasing etc. However I have realised that although I know I was punished various ways I do not REMEMBER any of them. Also around the time I started displaying very obvious sexual behaviour (9 or so) I also have a completely black spot in several parts of the house. One of them including my parents bedroom.
I barely remember anything of my childhood home. I don't know if I am just overreacting to what she said, but I have already uncovered one very significant sexual memory for when I was 17 that I had completely blocked from my mind. In that way at least it seems possible to me.
I remember being fascinated with the humiliation Oliver Twist felt when he was made to wash outside naked from a very young age. Infact I used to read and re-read the paragraph over and over again.
Finally both my sister and I show very similar symptoms.
I don't expect anyone to know true or false, I don't even know! But I was wondering if this is even a possibility. Her asking me straight out has really upset me and I am freaking out.