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Pinkblackout94
Hi. I'm new to this. I been looking for some creative support and outlet. I'm just trying to do the best I can. I work full time for D.O.D. And since my 20 year anniversary diagnosis of PTSD it got complex and really difficult to handle. I take meds and they help. I don't have much of a support system. I also have very serious medical illness that have landed me into the emergency room 19 times within the last 10 months. There are some medical professional who repect my diagnises, but yet others stigmatize. I am a strait forward person and always will be. I do have health and wellbeing I must take care of and don't let any person or situation throw me off my path. I will not ever be shut down or out of my life ever again. In true form I'm a fighter, but most of all a person passionate to live. Thsee past 10 months have been the hardest I've had, but I've made some of the best memoris. How not to get lost in complex dark flashback, emotional, environmental? Especially when your own hometown is nothing but a pretty dressed up 'war' zone of the worst shit you ever lived thru. I'm rambling. Like me or hate me, it's all good for me. Thanks.
