Nevada - Finding A Friend

[tired of the fight]

Anyone in Nevada? I could really use a friend who can relate.

 

[cherryblossom]

You might need to say a bit more about what you are hoping others an relate to.

Do you have PTSD? If so, how are you struggling? What issues cause you most distress?

Or are you supporting someone else with PTSD? If so what is your relationship to them?

 

[molly63]

Yes! I live in Reno.

 

[onesie]

I live outside Vegas. I am tired of the fight. I am exhausted from ptsd or whatever they have labeled me. What is your story. Maybe we can help eachother.

 

[ErinRenee]

I live in Carson City.

 

[tired of the fight]

I have Ptsd, anxiety and i'm also agoraphobic. I struggle daily . I have friends that I won't let come see me. I can't let them see me like this. It's really hard because of the way I used to be and the way I am now. (which, I'm having a hard time accepting myself and very good a beating myself up)

 

[ErinRenee]

I have an MST (military sexual trauma) from my time in the military. This gave me my ptsd and I didn't even know for like 19 years. I have a claim in with the VA and SSDI... I just recently found out my BF of 2 years had been posting nude and sex pics of me on a porn site. I just thought I was exploring my sexuality with this guy. We owned a saddle shop together. I signed over the shop to him in June. I do not and cannot own it or work it anymore. I had my full on melt down in March.. that is when it began. When I found out what he had done, I completely broke down. I cannot believe the betrayal. At this point, I am home bound. I walk and exercise and try to get my mind straight. The VA gave me gabapentin and some sort of anti-depressant that I have not received in the mail yet. I triggered in a thrift store and the dollar tree this week. I don't really want to go anywhere anymore. But I have three kids and school shopping is important right now. I try to go to the Minden swim center to sit in the therapy pool because I have some arthritis issues and fibromyalgia that I can't get the civilian doctors to take seriously because I am so young. I was also at Ft. McClellan. It was closed in 1999 because of the toxicity. So on top of all of this shit, PCB's have fried my central nervous system. I have had miscarriages and stuff from the toxic exposure as well. So this brings me here because now I am single, messed up and agoraphobic. Nice knowing you all!