hi all
I don't know if I have PTSD but I have a docs appointment to see.
6 months ago I was attacked by am autistic man in a park (I was his support worker ). The police were called and it went horrendous , he beat me up and would not stop beating me , I thought I would die . He had emotionally abused me prior to this . I have not been the same since . He was not prosecuted due to his condition so I don't feel a real victim. He has tainted me in public since . I feel I have to be hyper vigilant at all times . I also feel depressed and like I can't trust people including the police . I feel like I have no future , I am looking at moving as there is a threat he will attack again .
My ex partner was not supportive and neither was my best friend I have lost them both over this .
Anyway that's me :)
I don't know if I have PTSD but I have a docs appointment to see.
6 months ago I was attacked by am autistic man in a park (I was his support worker ). The police were called and it went horrendous , he beat me up and would not stop beating me , I thought I would die . He had emotionally abused me prior to this . I have not been the same since . He was not prosecuted due to his condition so I don't feel a real victim. He has tainted me in public since . I feel I have to be hyper vigilant at all times . I also feel depressed and like I can't trust people including the police . I feel like I have no future , I am looking at moving as there is a threat he will attack again .
My ex partner was not supportive and neither was my best friend I have lost them both over this .
Anyway that's me :)
