Buck Compton
New Here
This post isn't so much of a question as it is a statement, and a way for me to vent all the crazy crap that is in my mind right now, I just woke up from 6 hours of broken sleep and my mind is racing. I have been having nightmares recently, and last night really effected me.
I was in Detroit, and it was raining, and my ex-best friend was with me (who i recently ostracized for his drug use) i had a stolen M4 carbine with me, and i had recently taken it apart and not been able to put it together properly, i kept showing off the rifle to him in an attempt to show him how "cool" it was, he didn't seem very interested however, ?and neither was his family? we walked together, passing a police station in Detroit several times, we were both concerned that the police might not like the fact that i am brandishing a stolen assault rifle so i hid it underneath my poncho, later while trying to fix the barrel of the weapon, it suddenly turned to rubber and i was able to point it at myself.. for some reason this dream scared the **** out of me
Recently i have reduced the amount of SSRI i have been taking due to its side effects which tended to be overwhelming at times, I cannot wait until i can be off of this medicine completely and back to natural healing, i feel like my brain has been swimming in a pool of chemicals for so long that it will be nice to get all of that crap out of there.
Other withdrawal symptoms i am experiencing, Irritability, nausea, sleeplessness, anxiety, and headaches..
I was in Detroit, and it was raining, and my ex-best friend was with me (who i recently ostracized for his drug use) i had a stolen M4 carbine with me, and i had recently taken it apart and not been able to put it together properly, i kept showing off the rifle to him in an attempt to show him how "cool" it was, he didn't seem very interested however, ?and neither was his family? we walked together, passing a police station in Detroit several times, we were both concerned that the police might not like the fact that i am brandishing a stolen assault rifle so i hid it underneath my poncho, later while trying to fix the barrel of the weapon, it suddenly turned to rubber and i was able to point it at myself.. for some reason this dream scared the **** out of me
Recently i have reduced the amount of SSRI i have been taking due to its side effects which tended to be overwhelming at times, I cannot wait until i can be off of this medicine completely and back to natural healing, i feel like my brain has been swimming in a pool of chemicals for so long that it will be nice to get all of that crap out of there.
Other withdrawal symptoms i am experiencing, Irritability, nausea, sleeplessness, anxiety, and headaches..
