Nobody Cares

[Anna]

Why is it though? Even when something little happens, something that most people would not even give a second thought to? It triggers you off. Makes you angry, your blood boil. This is how I feel.

 

[therisa]

Because, you have passion and care, Anna, which too many people, shove it, to a corner of their hearts. As others have mentioned to you, we care and it hurts me, to see you, in such pain. May I offer you, a hug or two, as we can cry, together?

 

[Anna]

I am angry, last thing on my mind is crying.

 

[Linda Lee Bogard - King]

Angry tears, not the sad ones... I get so mad, I cry .....

 

[DMerish]

Is there a rule for this site that bans cusing and swearting? If not, then I say let's have a party!

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

It's okay to feel passionate about something Anna. It can make big changes in the world.

Is there a rule for this site that bans cusing and swearting?

You can swear but it will put in '***' automatically for most swear words.

 

[Anna]

We should swear it out and not let those mother f***** b***** get us down

c**ts
*rseh*les

f**k tards

They will not win. We must unite and stand together against the Mother F******* F*ck tards that try to beat us down.

 

[Anna]

I will start by growing my armpit hair back. Bloody patriarchal bastards ruined my life! Made me hate myself. I am a girl so I am automatically not as good as a man because they think so because they are misogynistic pig bastards.

My whole life. treated like shit, abused because I was a girl, not allowed to do the job I wanted, because I was a girl, forced to shave my legs, because I was a girl. beaten down, subserviant, slave, to patriarchal capitalism.

christ, that feels good to let it all out like that.

we should create a "shout" thread if that is allowed ;) all that profanity!

 

[Abstract]

Why is it though? Even when something little happens,

I think it is if someone has been at the receiving end of injustice in their lives and if it is linked to trauma I think it is a double wammy. And ones values and feelings. Those of us that feel things intensely tend to react strongly at the best of times.

The good thing is that you can feel. :tup: And you can see right from wrong. :tup: And you were able to reach out to others. And they heard you and supported you.

Anger can be a wonderful powerful cleansing force when used well. Good for you.

 

[Kas_Can_Fly]

Deep down I am sick

Yes, but it's the PTSD not you. All that blackness that poured into you and turned into PTSD, that blackness puts things in your head that aren't you, it's there in you contaminating you with it's sickness and yet you manage to neutralise it so it doesn't contaminate the outside world, it doesn't even contaminate all of you because you as an individual are so strong that you are fighting that blackness, that's why you're so angry, you're fighting one hell of a demon and anger is the by product of that. Don't give up the fight.

 

[Kas_Can_Fly]

In fact I'd go further and say that the PTSD is a result of that poison.

 

[Anna]

wow kas. That is so right how I feel, it does feel like a dark demon inside you trying to come out. Like a poison.