Please Fabulous, find a psychiatrist to help you. It is going to take small steps to discover what is truly effecting you. Unleashing everything on your mind at once may not be the best approach. I have lost time before, on more then one occasion. It's completely terrifying, I know. I've experinced it while driving, and could not remember how I arrived to my destination. I had to stop driving for awhile because of it. So, please I implore you seek professional help. Don't be afraid to fire a psychiatrist if they aren't the one for you.
Best wishes and positive vibes coming your way!
Jyar
Best wishes and positive vibes coming your way!
Jyar