Personal Battles, A Lifetime Struggle And Choices

[Sleeping Dragon]

On mornings like this I wake pissed off at the world, and don't give a rat's ass about much of anything. I've learned over the years that I will have mornings like this no matter how well I handle my post traumatic stess.

I realize I'm stuck with this shit through no fault of my own and the anger builds. I want to hold someone responsible for putting me in this situation. I ask myself. "Don't I deserve some justice?"

As I sit on the edge of the bed I force myself to admit that those responsible are out of my reach. There are things I can do to help expose those responsible to help prevent the same mistakes in the future. BUT, I CAN'T LET THIS DESIRE FOR JUSTICE CONSUME ME.

I owe it to myself to include things that bring some joy into my life. I can't let the anger and frustration blind me to those things. So, when I finish here I'll do some yoga, have breakfast with my wife and focus, focus, focus on the things around me that provide some peace and beauty.

SD

 

[BaMuoiBa]

Ditto SD, ditto.

Ba

 

[OldDoorGunner]

Personal Battles, A Lifetime Struggle And Choices.

That Brother sums it up well.

J R

 

[ChrisCombat]

I feel u. Good hard workout would help maybe.

 

[vikingr24]

Well done, SD. In a crisis, stick to the good thoughts and work it through.