I haven’t been on in a few years. I managed quite well until I started a relationship. Things have been like a horrible rollercoaster. We recently ended. My self worth is plummeting and I feel I am spiraling downward quickly.
the relationship challenged me a lot. It statrted fast and ended abruptly. We were engaged within a month. Soon after it felt restrictive and like he wanted to fix me.
I stayed for 18 months and was able to use my skills and assert myself many times. But when ever I would bring up an issue he personalizes it. Which effectively shut me down.
If he did t get his was he pouted and made it known. We ended without even a goodbye and I am feeling horrible.
I feel like numbing my pain. I feel alone. I feel anxious and abandoned by him.
I need help.
the relationship challenged me a lot. It statrted fast and ended abruptly. We were engaged within a month. Soon after it felt restrictive and like he wanted to fix me.
I stayed for 18 months and was able to use my skills and assert myself many times. But when ever I would bring up an issue he personalizes it. Which effectively shut me down.
If he did t get his was he pouted and made it known. We ended without even a goodbye and I am feeling horrible.
I feel like numbing my pain. I feel alone. I feel anxious and abandoned by him.
I need help.