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I am shocked people buy John Edwards! But that is me. I really do not believe in it. I do believe in some experience though, just not ones that can be called on at will. I have had experiences but still can't entirely swallow it. I chalk mine up to being the twin brain. I knew and felt my sister's pain. My mom said I did it since a babe. Sis would get hurt and I was the one who had to be consoled. Still happens. My mom swears something of the sort goes on and I am ignoring a gift. Sorry I try hard to push delusions out of my head LOL.
I have freaked out and panicked to my husband something was wrong and something was "with us" before. I thought I lost it good that day. I would not let my daughter go yelling "you cannot take this one and leave". I was called a few hours after it happened that one of my grandfathers had died at the same time. Everyone else had bigger goosebumps than I.
I had the same sensations (why I freaked out the last time over grand dad) before when I lost my last child in miscarriage. My daughter was still an infant and no clue I was pregnant. When it happened I "knew" I was pregnant then. I took pregnancy test the same day. They were positive. My midwife was in shock with me it happened. I had such a bad presence feeling.
Ever since the horrible abortion I did musical toys would go off, always baby toys. I could hear Mozart playing... It was a lullaby I hummed to the other kids. While no one else heard the plain as day music many experienced toys always playing so I knew that was not me. Strangely enough after many prayers and moving it ceased entirely. It just stopped one day. It is one thing if things I only heard did, but the toys always going off stopped. That one everyone in my home went through. Things from balls on the play mat you spin for noise to the "engine" revving on the toy tractor. I still have many of the same toys here.
I have freaked out and panicked to my husband something was wrong and something was "with us" before. I thought I lost it good that day. I would not let my daughter go yelling "you cannot take this one and leave". I was called a few hours after it happened that one of my grandfathers had died at the same time. Everyone else had bigger goosebumps than I.
I had the same sensations (why I freaked out the last time over grand dad) before when I lost my last child in miscarriage. My daughter was still an infant and no clue I was pregnant. When it happened I "knew" I was pregnant then. I took pregnancy test the same day. They were positive. My midwife was in shock with me it happened. I had such a bad presence feeling.
Ever since the horrible abortion I did musical toys would go off, always baby toys. I could hear Mozart playing... It was a lullaby I hummed to the other kids. While no one else heard the plain as day music many experienced toys always playing so I knew that was not me. Strangely enough after many prayers and moving it ceased entirely. It just stopped one day. It is one thing if things I only heard did, but the toys always going off stopped. That one everyone in my home went through. Things from balls on the play mat you spin for noise to the "engine" revving on the toy tractor. I still have many of the same toys here.