Psychopath? don’t know what to think! input needed

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By Autistic I mean Aspergers, on the spectrum of autism or ASD, which is Autism

With what you've described I'd advice you to read up on the subject.
There's; the sociopath next do...

i believe I’ve heard of both those books, I definitely think knowledge is power. Thank you for the words of support, it helps a lot.

 

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but I’m strong now, and once I catch on they’re out of my life.

I don’t doubt your strength.

But what you’re doing here? With this thread? Is making a whole lot of your life all about her. That would be the opposite of her being ‘out of your life’. Despite apparently cutting ties with her, you’re emotionally and intellectually investing a whole lot of energy into her.

I can’t see how that could possibly be helpful to you.

 

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I don’t doubt your strength.

But what you’re doing here? With this thread? Is making a whole lo...

It was very helpful, idk why half the comments are saying that, I guess some ppl just don’t need to process things? I think it’s kind of rude to tell ppl what’s good for them, idk unless it’s like don’t do meth lmfaoo. I feel a huge weight lifted off, I wAs just swimming in a dark cloud before I let all my thoughts out. I don’t believe we decide how we feel, or what we think about, I find that notion very unnatural, I cannot decide to be interested in algebra one day, or change how I feel about animal testing. I believe some things are innate to us, we can change behaviour but emotions and thoughts need to pass on their own time. This happened this week, I won’t be thinking about this next year or even next month, but I am thinking about it now. I don’t believe in fighting who you are, which is such a horrible part of psychology I think. I made this thread because I wanted to, if you don’t see a point to it, do not read and respond! It’s truly that simple. I gained perspective from it, I’m not one to to be told what to do, if you have gained nothing that’s okay, I did not post this for you!

 

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I gained perspective from it, I’m not one to to be told what to do, if you have gained nothing that’s okay, I did not post this for you!

That’s great, and I wasn’t telling you what to do. In any way. No idea why you interpreted it like that.

But I think it’s interesting that you’d say:

I think it’s kind of rude to tell ppl what’s good for them

and yet, it’s okay to completely disect this person’s life, criticise them at length, and label them a psychopath online?

For all that you consider yourself an empath, you don’t seem to either (a) have insight to, or (b) care about, the impact that some of your rhetoric is likely having on much of the membership here, many of whom have experienced genuine ‘psychological torture’ at the hands of people who are faaaar more likely to have psychopathic traits than an apparently unpopular young lady with a weed addiction.

Sitting next to someone in class, where she probably should have given that person space? Is bullying. Not ‘torture’. Surely, as an empath, you can appreciate how that kind of rhetoic would have on the very specific kind of members of this forum? Perhaps your empathy doesn’t extend that far, and that’s fine.

Bt then there’s the rather glaring issue that the one genuine mental health issue that you seem to be able to substantiate (a not insignificant addiction to marijuana), which appears to be having devastating consequences on her life, and which could easily account for all of the destructive behavioural issues you’ve described - there is a real absence of acknowledgement of the massive impact that must be having on her, much less any demonstable empathy from you.

Instead? You’ve given a long string of brutally judgmental posts, labelling her a psychopath (as in, the kind of extreme and rare condition seen in people like Manson and Ted Bundy), using a string of pop psychology. And I’m the one being rude?

I can only assume that your empathetic side didn’t happen to get out of bed today.

 

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That’s great, and I wasn’t telling you what to do. In any way. No idea why you interpreted it li...

I didn’t even read this. Man ! So you’re telling me true victims deserve to post not me. Hmmmm okay. First of all if you read my responses you’ll know that even though all this happened and way more btw, you know me almost dying in a car crash, no biggie lmfaoo. I think you are a tracking me now because I think differently than you. That’s life in the modern age! Now you are not just telling me that I don’t deserve to post because I am not a true victim, btw u should read my other posts lmfaoo. My cousin drugged me, drove me into the woods, and raped me, I tried to run from him but he chased me down, then he dropped me off at my grandmas and told me never to tell anyone. I told my sister and she told me not to tell anyone because I was way underage and she dragged me out that night. Btw I don’t blame her, it’s not her fault. So then I go to sleep and I wake up to him sitting next to me on my bed, I haven’t slept a night without drugs now for over s decade, I cannot have hugs. This girl tried to get into my bed, wouldn’t take no for an answer, so f*ck you. I don’t like the word victim, but I have ptsd and I deserve to post on here. I also deserve to have my own opinions. That is one of many, many traumas in my life. The fact that she almost killed us in an accident because she lied about being sober is enough for me to post about this. You are truly horrible.

 

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Now you are not just telling me that I don’t deserve to post because I am not a true victim

Like...what???

 

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That’s great, and I wasn’t telling you what to do. In any way. No idea why you interpreted it li...

I hope u consider your words before u try to break someone down with a list of why they suck. I suck for many reasons, being weak, being extremely emotional, being a complete wreck most days, hating my body, thinking I’m filthy and disgusting, cutting myself as punishment for for any mistake I made or when I feel guilty. I hope you’re happy, have you achieved what you wanted? What exactly did you want to achieve with your posts? Now I have lost trust in the last place I could talk freely. I have been broken by Amy, I have 500 text messages on what’s app from her, harassing me, telling me I’m worthless, thank you for adding to that. I was trying to find an explanation for why she would treat me like this, but now I actually believe my dark thoughts about myself.

 

[Deleted member 37868]

Like...what???

You told me Who I am, even though you don’t know a f*cking thing about me, you told me other ppl have it FAR WORSE, so basically why am I posting if what I went through was such a smaaaaallllll thing. I don’t like psychology so you make a list of reasons why I have I’m stupid or just plain terrible, I don’t even wanna finish this post, I’ve lost the desire to even defend myself. You win sir, Whatever, I’m just going to go.