Sexual Assault Rape

[Fayne Jane]

I am progressing through EMDR and have been desensitized to much of my terror. Recently I have uncovered a repressed memory of when I was hit in the face and knocked out. I am now at the point of moving toward the rape and I don't want to remember. I have a great therapist but she believes that I should move through old and new memories in a safe and healing environment. I have a session on Monday and have told her I don't want to remember it. I have a past of childhood repeated sexual assault by two neighborhood boys 14 and 16. I need help in getting past my fear as I REALLY don't want to remember this. Feedback appreciated

 

[Deleted member 37474]

These hidden memories are like cancer. They will destroy you from the inside out. Once you remember, you can process it and move on... one of the worst parts of my trauma used to terrify me, lately it has made me really angry, but it isn't as powerful as it was before it came out.

 

[Fayne Jane]

Thanks