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Responses To Your Therapist That You Will Probably Never Say

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I still have your number.
I remember what you said about trust.

But I woke up as a lost eleven years old, gifted a bomb by his then best friend as an anniversary joke, now-deal-with-it, -
And excuse me, I keep hearing someone else with (You have way many ~anniversary~ reactions. Just stop.)
I don't think you'd comprehend the amount of self loathing, regret, grief, grief, and some more grief, for just Not Being Dead... and not being able to fix it.

Trust isn't regainable. I'm just not back to the world of not trusting, not fearing, and that other N-word mottos have and I don't. But I'm working on it. Just leaving myself breadcrumbs.
 
I believe it is time for me to stop talking as you don't seem to remember things that I have told you over and over.

Didn't I tell you about.......and still you invited me out to lunch while we were at the grocery store last week.

Didn't I tell you about.......and you still acted surprised like you were hearing about it for the first time.

and then there are some things that happened to me and I don't need you to keep you reminding me about them so stop it.:banghead:
 
Please wipe that dewey-eyed look off of your face (like you look like you're getting ready to cry) because it is hard enough doing child to adult role-play without looking at the affect from your face...distracting...and not helpful one darn bit! Stay in role-play plez!
 
When I confronted my counselor about something she had told me about charging reduced fees, and eventually today, with me cancelling my appointments with her, I received an e-mail back from her.

So here you probably thought I was just making all of this up huh, like you would never say anything like that, right?!

But today, in her e-mail, she said that "she didn't realize that I say that".

Did you just admit what??? I hope you learned something from this as I surely did. I didn't forget what you had told me because it hurt me very deeply but guess what I had the strength and the courage to face that resentment. You probably will never have no idea what this meant to me to do what I just did?
 
Told you.

I needed a change of location, martial arts, and an actual peer group for a therapy. Kick thoughts back and forth. No blame. Blame where it's meant to go. & Being somewhere 'security' isn't a f*cking word and 'stupidity' a reality.

And now, be so kind and stop talking to me for a bit, I have awesome people to go talk planes & legacy with again. Alias things that matter & restore hearts, instead of all that bullshit that Really Doesn't.
 
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