Saving the world

[ChronoAngel]

I had a dream last night that I saved the world, and shotly after I commited suicide. Any idea what in tarnation that is about? I have been feeling empty because of it.

 

[Keming]

If I dreamt that, it would be because I have a strong 'protect everyone' urge coupled with suicidal ideation; everyone's life is important except mine. just another phantasm.

 

[shatter eyes]

I was told many who get hurt are sensitive people and have a sense of justice. Likely taking on a protector role in life.

I have disabilities and sometimes i think and FEEL if I departed this earthly realm then I can be able to "save the world" or my world to which is very important to my purpose in living. I have dreams like that and wake up feeling trapped. Then the idea creeps in..... save the world...destroy self.