Relationship Screaming Inside

[Pinkmoon1]

Well here I sit, home alone while he is out with friends. I feel like I'm screaming but nothing is coming out. It's so not fair for me to be here loving him and giving all of me while there are moments like this where it's like I don't even exist. I think I need out but can't because I love him and don't want to give up on him but he clearly gives up on us without a second thought.

 

[Shadowofdoubt]

Hi pinkmoon, I get where you're coming from, the pain and confusion can be torturous. Not knowing what might be PTSD related or what might be getting treated like crap. There's no easy answer but, like many of the supporters and sufferers on here say, you need to do you're best to take care of yourself, and that may mean moving on. I know it's no fun to hear when you just want to feel better...hang in there! Hugs

 

[Changing4Best]

I'd suggest on nights when he goes out with friends that you do the same. Maybe even suggest that he tell you in advance when he plans to do this, so that you can make your plans accordingly. Everyone needs a little time off once in awhile and a "Girls Night Out" can be an enjoyable thing, if it is planned and he is getting his night out too. Try not to think of it as retaliation, but rather as a breather for the both of you.