So then as vanilla, what does that look like?
Well, for example, every time I’ve been raped? My libido upticks for around 6 months.
It’s something of a more extreme version of the old saying ‘The best way to get over one man, is under another.’
Substituting every bad memory, with a thousand good ones, is probably the most accurate representation.
It’s not quite exposure therapy, and also not quite not exposure therapy.
(My actual exposure therapy I’ve done on sex & rape issues looks wildly different than this).
I have more I was going to say on the matter, but tangled thoughts mean rather than just leave this in drafts until I untangle it, I’ll just go ahead and add this bit for now, and come back later.