Yeah I know. My point is if you look at the whole picture. How many troops, how many contractors etc...etc.Nah. If anything I'm the one dissing it. Seems like I'm of 2 minds about everything these days, though. Love/Hate. But my worlds were split. I never worked with private people while I was active / didn't even know it existed. So it was all new to me. So I see people lusting after the same job better pay (which can be true) and my breaks go on full stop. Waaaaaaait a minute! No no no. It's seriously crazy town, not that simple, major pitfalls, holy f*ck, be careful. Same token, if I didn't have my son, as old broken and crazy as I am... I'd be back. Hell. Half the time even with my son I'm still thinking about it. 2 minds.
It's all just enraging. Eisenhower was so right when he warned against all this.